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Companies to go to for my OJT? Not my problem! Modesty aside, I had a handful for myself to choose from, and that I would have to turn down the others. It wasn’t just fed to me, I worked for them all: Nestle, Coca-Cola, and finally, Unilever! I deserved the damn opportunities because, boy, I know how to chase them! But life never forgets to give me my share of problems. Need not be told, they’re finances, yet again! I always asked why don’t it give me a break?! You know, I feel like I don’t deserve such and that those people who didn’t believe in me, I also feel that they are still dragging me down. But I shall not falter, He always backed me up, and always will! I can prove them wrong and slap their faces with my success. One step at a time, I will hurdle this off, and I can pay those who people whom I owe.

Carry on, Chal, you will do great! You know you will go places!

The worst feeling could be this. When things are not in your hands to take. All you can do is to wait and keep your hopes high backed up with prayers. If I can pray in every single breath I take, I would. I am in this very familiar position. Sorry if I still can’t open it fully, but heck I can not be more worried in my entire life.

I need this, an outlet, as usual.

I waited, you didn’t come. You apologized, I melted.

You still do not know. You can’t call me coward, I know what’s on top of my olympus.

And we’re back at one.